well, lately things have really been coming together more and more for me--it's like i am beginning to realize that for every person i need in my life there are two more that i really don't need. it is very true that negative energies attract negative people. and when you aren't yourself with people that's the harboring of negativity. since i reached the point where i told people that i am me and nobody else i have been overall a happier person. i have realer conversations of substance and i feel like i am meeting people who are more worthwhile and have a lot to teach me...they are also receptive and i feel like they don't mind learning from me....
uhmmm---this is probably the moment in my life where i am freest almost...i have so much mobility in this place (kevin michael is not hot to write to--i'm such a Lauryn girl) it's almost like the more people you say F-you to, the better the quality of those who come around...
i don't talk to too much of anyone anymore from home. to be honest most of the people i chilled with were people i forced myself to be around. i always had to bite my tongue or disguise my interests, but being here i don't do that anymore. not for anyone or anything i wish to gain entrance to. it isn't worth compromising myself as a person. i am almost 100 percent within me, and i don't want to counter that.
idk what else to say really...but letoya luckett also is not a good writing choice, lol...my ipod is on shuffle and it isn't giving me what i need...plus it's really early, i'm such a night owl, lol.
well....i suppose i will write later or something, i wonder if they have an iPhone app for this thing...eh, anyway...peace love and righteousness.
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