not a good look

my heart hurts. just knowing that this problem of race will never end...i can't stand to see what i am seeing and everyday it makes me sick. i wish i was cursed to live in ignorance...because knowing just hurts too bad. why why why? there really is no other question to ask at this point in life. i have a plan to fight back for my people. not out of the hate of anyone but out of the love of ourselves. we are only getting farther away from freedom, they have been trying to pull the sheep's wool over our eyes for so long and they have written a strategic manual telling the whole world how to get away with it. i have no respect for the institution that is calling itself America. f*ck a home of the free and brave. i know that may seem harsh, but it is really how i feel right now because so many people here are not free and definitely not brave because the a holes perpetuating this cycle of hate can't even do it out in the open. they still wear those white sheets...just in a different form...

this is like watching the love you have crumble in front of you. when i was young i made this promise and i still mean it. i will change the world. even if it is only one mind.